Bristow9091 said:
I drink more than any health person should. I've had a lot of struggles in my life, especially mental, and drinking is a temporary solution for that... but when you're going from one temporary to another constantly it sort of becomes permanent... so yeah, at one point in my life, and for quite a long time, I considered myself a high functioning alcoholic. It's something I'm slowly but surely trying to beat, but this last year has been a major fuck over for me in pretty much every regard. I've not been drinking every single day, but the days I do drink I've been having quite a bit. My favourite thing to drink is spiced rum, Kraken is the bees knees although I do enjoy a bit of Captain Morgan's too... I'll have them straight or mixed with whatever I'm drinking. Next up is a lovely bit of Jack Daniels, I really love the honey one, again I'll have that on its own or mixed with pretty much whatever... if we're talking "softer" drinks, can't go wrong with fruity cider! Strongbow dark fruits for the value, it's piss cheap and tastes alright, but I also love my bottles of Bulmers or Koppaberg too.
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I'm sorry to hear you're still having a rough time of it man. I used to drinking heavily to cope with mental health problems like depression and anxiety when I was 18-23, I was also essentially a high functioning alcoholic during those years of my life.
There's no easy fix, but what helped me was to use my support network as much as possible, to be open with my issues and ask for help from friends, family, professionals. Getting on the right medication also helped me to stop self-medicating my drinking to excess.