I love your style, it's emorphis and you have a greatly varied taste. 

I really need to find away to get on the gaming hook, I'm depressed to the point of barely being able to function and they would be so helpful but I just can't concentrate on them for long enough. Gonna try VersusEvils suggestion and grab something 2-4 hours long and Platinum it, hopefully that'll jump-start me. Problem is, they're mostly not gameplay heavy like Neva and the like or visual novels. I'd like to find a few games that are really dopamine juicy but short, don't have to be AAA, like Bright Memory or a smaller Robo Cop rouge city.

Carrion is 5hrs and you play a biomass that breaks containment and annihilates the facility until you escape. It’s a metroidvania type game. 

Playing Quantum Break - PC
Just completed Terminator 2D - Switch 2
Grid Autosport - Switch 2
Helldivers 2 - PC
Psychonaughts - PC
World of Goo - PC
Super Mario World 2: Yoshi's Island - SNES
Batman: Arkham Shadow - Meta Quest 3

Yeah I enjoyed Carrion. It was nice to be the villain. Or are people the villain? 

I played an hour of that, it was okay, lost my interest but you reminded me about My friend Pedro, which was a cool game I was hooked on at the same time but had forgotten. I have plenty of games in my catalogue that I could pull out that were really good put were put aside for some reason or another, Celeste, Shinobi Art of Vengence, Streets of rage 4, Kill Knight, Turbo overkill, Skate Story etc, All fairly short. And sone really short like Syonora Wild hearts which if I remember correctly is a 90 minute game. Might do that. 

Sword of the Sea I wish we would stop with unskippable cutscenes/credits. Apart from that tho this is Journey x Abzu with flawless controls and a great soundtrack. Not too long either, just finished my first (thoroughly explored) playthrough at around 4.5hrs. 

Finished my smaller game binge at 17 games. Now time for Pragmata, going in with high expectations after the demo.