Verter said:
Well, I have to say that I'm not particularly attracted to women who are considered hot. This may sound cliché, but a mind turns me on more than a body, and in my case I mean literally: when a woman is interesting to me, her body becomes completely irrelevant and I don't need any physical attraction at all to be horny, if the situation arises. In fact, the woman who I've been more sexually attracted to in my entire life (with difference) was not ugly, but also definitely not a woman for whom I'd felt any kind of physical attraction had I not met her. That said, it's totally different when it comes to men: the appearance matters a lot more then. Anyway, my comment was exaggerated for comical purposes: the truth is that the number of rejections I've experienced in my life is not as high as the number of times that things didn't go further due to my lack of flirting skills. And I've got an example that is more or less analogous to yours and which speaks a lot about my ineptitude: there was a girl I was quite attracted to (a similar case than before: she was not a model at all, but she was interesting - and kind of mysterious), so I asked her out. She rejected me, but we still kept in contact and, during that time, she suggested me to do a couple of trips together, and she even asked me if we would sleep in the same hotel room if we did, to which I just said that I'd leave her decide. Those trips never happened in the end, but we still met every time I came back to my hometown, sometimes just the two of us and sometimes with other friends or acquaintances that we had in common. Nothing special. One of those occasions that we met alone, however, we had a great time together and there was kind of a connection between us. Nothing happened that night, but she invited me to her house shortly after, one day when her parents weren't at home and she was going to be alone the whole day. So we met there, we lunched, we went to a sofa, we sat there... and that was all: we were just sitting on the sofa chitchatting, both of us equally bored; it was a pretty dull date, and only because I was completely unable to understand that it was indeed a date and where that date could've led to. In fact, it took me years to realize that something could've happened that afternoon. I'm just THAT level of bad at this. So even if I don't fear rejection, it's more or less like if I did, lol. But I have assumed it, anyway, and I've tried to work on that. |
I do not believe you noticed that I stated "Hot to you". This means that if the woman is hot to you that is all that matters not the perceived hot value as it changes with each individual. There were many woman who I thought was hot that my friends questioned. I was fine with that because who needs the competition. I know my taste and sometimes particular things attract me more then the obvious physical features.
The story you mention is not unique because I had the exact same situation. I thought about the encounter for months and what I came away with is that I need to be more open with what I want. I remember calling the girl the next day and I could tell, I totally blew it. Even then I was not honest with what I wanted. It made me realize that making sure what I want is not something a woman need to guess about. I have had way more success just getting out what I want early then coming in, trying to play the friend role, hoping for the girl to notice me in a romantic way. Instead, if we are hanging out, its always going to be me letting the woman know what I want. No games, no hidden feelings so that if she and I are together she knows exactly where I am at. Do not look for me to be that buddy you share all the intimate things with or that guy you tell about how your BF is not treating you right. I would be like, dump that dude and be with me if not save it for your girlfriends.