im sorry i didnt respond back to our pm but i sent it to you fall 2010 and you responded back like a week ago, i kinda lost interest

Things will get better man. Last year I went through a really bad break up with the person in life who I was most closest too. We had been together for 2 years and she was without a doubt my best friend. We talked all day everyday and once she was gone there was nothing there to fill that void. So I became extremely depressed. I never thought I would feel that way for another person and I had honestly believed that I had lost my chance at happiness.

Fast forward to now though and I am no longer depressed about the break up, and in fact am hanging out with a new girl that i've had my eye on for awhile on thursday. The point is, everything bad that happens feels like the absolute worse thing possible when it happens. But give it some time, your mind and heart will clear up and you will move on. If this is the first time something like this has happened to you, I know you are telling yourself "But this is extremely serious, I just can't move on". I know because that's exactly what I told myself too. Trust me though, I may not know you personally and you may just think of me as a stranger on the internet (that's fine lol) But I at least cared enough to write this down in hope that it might provide you with a bit of comfort. Things will get better and you will be interested in someone else, it'll just take some time.

Cheers~

I attacked him.. I fucking attacked him.. I poured soda on him., I fucking got close to him I tried to punch him, I tried to kick his nuts.. I punched his chest/stomach area.. and screamed at him asking hwy he was like everyone else in my life.. why did he have to fuck me over

Is that your ex male friend or your ex-"boyfriend"? I didn't know your gay leo-J. I fought u were shopping with those girls a while back because u had a crush on them.

Edit.

You'll be alright Leo. People come and go.

Don`t feed the anger and pain. If you do, you`ll never live in peace.
Forgive Joel, forgive. It`s not easy but it is the only true path to happiness. There`s more than meets the eye behind the "turn the other cheek".

If you need anything just say.

if anyone wants please add me on msn.. edwardojoel@hotmail.com ... the more ppl I talk to the better I hope..

I figured your euphemism of choice was "Spank the monkey".

I do that literally