Sorry to hear that Leo, I sincerely hope everything works out for you. I know it's a bit cliche but time does heal everything. If you want someone to listen I am more than willing

I find it very hard to believe you are serious. Your spelling and grammer are all over the place, normally it is perfect. If you are serious, PM me. If not, you are just looking for attention and wasting thread space.  

You can always PM me buddy.

Life has its ups and downs, just have to roll with it and make due. Of course the downs will hurt and be a bastard to get through. But you will get through it. You can and will get better. It only takes strong will power and hard work.

I grew up poor and even homeless for a few months. I worked my ass off and got a degree, now make six figures, and my kids will never have to live the way I did. Never quit and expect to work hard.

Wow, well done man. I hope I get the job I deserve soon too. 

Reminds me of a Louis CK skit.

"You're not raping me. I'm raping YOU!"

Just keep cam my friend. Life will get better.

attention whore

Get yourself a rebound and then make him feel real jealous.

On a more serious note most people go through heart aches and it will only make you stronger and more resistant to future heart aches from one's partners. I remember splitting up with my first proper gf and it took me a long time to get over it but I'm glad I've gone through such emotions when I was younger when I was still dependant on my parents for income and support.

Your best healer is time and you should keep yourself busy and not dwell on it. If you think about it too much then find someone to talk to and go make some friends. Don't keep feeling sorry for yourself and always remember there are people in a much worse situation than you are.