nah  we talked about it at the start- he told me not to fall for him because i would only get hurt when he didnt return it.

so. long story, culminated last week in me saying there was a problem if he hadnt loved me a all the whole time, or cared. he let me down pretty bad several times. He just said "you're right, im sorry i've wasted your time".

im not scared to fall in love. i came very close to falling in love with him, but he didnt let me so it was difficult. i tried for over a year because i thought things would change or develop, but they didnt.

know what his problem was? he didnt care about me, just was happy to coast along  cos it was easy.

eventually you run out of continues. you guys, as gamers, should know that.

(i would quite like the chance to really fall in love with someone, but he would have to be open to falling in love with me too. i dont want to have to be cautious about it. just  run with it, you know? not many people like that around, that i know of)

I still don't understand why you continued going out with a douche for that long, unless he had a big smile.

I've got no advice really.

Here are some silly videos that will hopefully help cheer you up.

my god i just realised what you meant

um. he was only my second partner, i didnt want to give up. i dont like the thought of giving myself to a lot of guys? um. i really liked him too, i was on the edge of loving him. but im glad he stopped lying to me. i only truly believed it a couple of times he said he loved me, and admitted last week he had no idea what it meant or if he felt it. Was i right to tell him that probably meant he didnt feel it? At any rate, i cant see it suddenly sparking up now, after all this time.

its done with now though, for good i reckon. As much as I like him, it was too much hard work wIth absolutely no return.

Since you're here,

your sig has become awfully un-trollish. who's the heart for

My signature was never really trollish anyways. Someone special...

Did somebody ask you to be their valentine?

edit: This just made my night...have you ever seen the enzyte commercials with the happy smiling bob guy?

this reminds me of my first "love" story...verry difrent story from yours tho k keep in mind that i was sooooooo shy i couldnt even talk to a girl and somtimes i stutter when i get nervious ... witch i get nervious around preety much all girls ...

you guys are probly gona think im the biggst looser ever after reading this but o well

ok so.. this girl that i was crazy about liked me right? she even told me that she liked me and she even asked me out (she didnt know that i liked her) but i was verry shy and when she asked me out i was like....i dont know and walked away (LOLOLOLLOLOL) i know im the bigest ediot...i was too friggn shy she was like the most popular girl hottst in our year grade and i was like pretty much a no body so that just made my shyness 5x worse...and i was starting to question like why the hell would she like me?

but before that all happend she was sooo friggn flirty with me...this one time.. in band camp...jk jk jk lol (movie refrence)... anyways i was sitting on this bench waiting to go into class the bench was full with people right? so there was no more room so she came up and tryd to squish in next to me  but she couldnt so......she decided to sit my my lap and everyone was staring at us...i was so embarrassed so i started telling her to get off but she wouldnt so i stood up and tryd to avoid her so then we went in class, lukyily the class we had has seating arrangements so she couldnt come and sit next to me the teacher was strict and hate when ppl talk (hes an ass) (this next part has nothing to do with the girl i liked) but the bad news is that the seating arrangements is boy girl boy girl but good news is that the random girl i had to sit next to was cool.. well at the start of the year i was hella shy sitting next to her but weeks past and she started to become my freind and we talked alot the shyness went away with her (note this IS NOT the girl that i like)

soo after the girl that i liked asked me out and i freaked out on her she didnt really talk to me anymore and that was pretty much the end of it... i once thought that she was trying to screw with me like make me look like a complete idiot..but i dont think so cause she was allways so nice to me and allways tryed to talk to me

i allways felt like the biggst idiot and so dumb and i hated myself cause i was too shy but now i allways try to be more open(i think i am) and talk to girls more btw i am way way over her now

and if yous must know i was 15 when this happend and a year later i quit school and got a job with my brother

P.S sorry for all the unpuncuated sentaces / misspelled words ect ect

Sure.