| NiKKoM said: lies.. he just didn't tell you... we just say that so it's easier for ourselfs to close a relationship.. He's looking out for himself and not for you.. I have done it before... am I sorry? yeah sure now.. but back then? no... I couldn't handle emotions that well so I fooled her and myself that I never loved her.. but I did.. otherwise I wouldn't have been with her.. |
nah we talked about it at the start- he told me not to fall for him because i would only get hurt when he didnt return it.
so. long story, culminated last week in me saying there was a problem if he hadnt loved me a all the whole time, or cared. he let me down pretty bad several times. He just said "you're right, im sorry i've wasted your time".
im not scared to fall in love. i came very close to falling in love with him, but he didnt let me so it was difficult. i tried for over a year because i thought things would change or develop, but they didnt.
know what his problem was? he didnt care about me, just was happy to coast along cos it was easy.
eventually you run out of continues. you guys, as gamers, should know that.
(i would quite like the chance to really fall in love with someone, but he would have to be open to falling in love with me too. i dont want to have to be cautious about it. just run with it, you know? not many people like that around, that i know of)
