this reminds me of my first "love" story...verry difrent story from yours tho k keep in mind that i was sooooooo shy i couldnt even talk to a girl and somtimes i stutter when i get nervious ... witch i get nervious around preety much all girls ...
you guys are probly gona think im the biggst looser ever after reading this but o well
ok so.. this girl that i was crazy about liked me right? she even told me that she liked me and she even asked me out (she didnt know that i liked her) but i was verry shy and when she asked me out i was like....i dont know and walked away (LOLOLOLLOLOL) i know im the bigest ediot...i was too friggn shy she was like the most popular girl hottst in our year grade and i was like pretty much a no body so that just made my shyness 5x worse...and i was starting to question like why the hell would she like me?
but before that all happend she was sooo friggn flirty with me...this one time.. in band camp...jk jk jk lol (movie refrence)... anyways i was sitting on this bench waiting to go into class the bench was full with people right? so there was no more room so she came up and tryd to squish in next to me but she couldnt so......she decided to sit my my lap and everyone was staring at us...i was so embarrassed so i started telling her to get off but she wouldnt so i stood up and tryd to avoid her so then we went in class, lukyily the class we had has seating arrangements so she couldnt come and sit next to me the teacher was strict and hate when ppl talk (hes an ass) (this next part has nothing to do with the girl i liked) but the bad news is that the seating arrangements is boy girl boy girl but good news is that the random girl i had to sit next to was cool.. well at the start of the year i was hella shy sitting next to her but weeks past and she started to become my freind and we talked alot the shyness went away with her (note this IS NOT the girl that i like)
soo after the girl that i liked asked me out and i freaked out on her she didnt really talk to me anymore and that was pretty much the end of it... i once thought that she was trying to screw with me like make me look like a complete idiot..but i dont think so cause she was allways so nice to me and allways tryed to talk to me
i allways felt like the biggst idiot and so dumb and i hated myself cause i was too shy but now i allways try to be more open(i think i am) and talk to girls more btw i am way way over her now
and if yous must know i was 15 when this happend and a year later i quit school and got a job with my brother
P.S sorry for all the unpuncuated sentaces / misspelled words ect ect
