| Baalzamon said: I still don't understand why you continued going out with a douche for that long, unless he had a big smile. |
my god i just realised what you meant 
um. he was only my second partner, i didnt want to give up. i dont like the thought of giving myself to a lot of guys? um. i really liked him too, i was on the edge of loving him. but im glad he stopped lying to me. i only truly believed it a couple of times he said he loved me, and admitted last week he had no idea what it meant or if he felt it. Was i right to tell him that probably meant he didnt feel it? At any rate, i cant see it suddenly sparking up now, after all this time.
its done with now though, for good i reckon. As much as I like him, it was too much hard work wIth absolutely no return.
