You don't get to run from me by point of concession, Zen. That's not how it works. And this isn't a real-time thing anyway, this is a message board. No need to put anything "on hold" while you feed yourself, especially given that my post would take a long time to make.
Now, I nee you to repeat yourself, and level with me, because if you're just trolling it would save me a lot of grief and I wouldn't need to reply to your post (which would be appropriate, at this point):
Do you mean what you say about yourself?