Ryuu96 said:
Jaicee said:
My ego is so huge that I barely speak at all on this message board. The OP called for opinions on the shooting of Charlie Kirk and I offered an honest one that included plenty of nuance. Nonetheless I have deleted the content of the offending post.
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You absolutely didn't have to delete anything Imho. There was nothing wrong with your post. But I've removed it from my reply too in that case. Disappointing that you felt the need to delete it, it was a more valuable perspective than most comments in this thread.
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It's not like I endorsed the shooting or jokes about it or anything of that nature, and moreover I don't exactly find "If you've got nothing nice to say, don't say anything" to exactly be words that Mr. Kirk lived by, so yeah, I didn't have to delete it, but imagine if I didn't. It's just not worth it. Not to me.
Truth is that I used to be a much tougher, more resilient person than I am today. Now I often just give up when criticized because I just don't have the motivation left to endure any more. I am a certifiable snowflake who actually cried when only777 suggested I was sub-human. Make fun. But ultimately he was right: if I didn't want to get criticized, I shouldn't have weighed in at all. That was my mistake. I selfishly gave into the FOMO, feeling that voicing my fear at this moment might get me some kind of sympathy and tried to be respectful within the framework of basic honesty, but in reality it was in fact insensitive to include my misgivings about the deceased within that. I embarrass myself all the time around here. It's why I mostly just lurk anymore. I should do more of that and less of this.
Last edited by Jaicee - on 11 September 2025