If you were with her for that long and you posted on here 11k times it's likely that it was known to her that you visit and post on here. I'm just saying that it might not be the best of ideas that you post openly about such a thing, I've a feeling you'll wanna edit this post back to an "onwards and upwards" type of post in a couple of days, I know I did and you'll honestly feel better off looking towards the future rather than back at the past and thinking what could have gone differently.
Onwards and upwards!
Also advice that I got from the 80+ year old mother of one of my mates after my big blow out a few years ago, "the best way to get over a girl, is to get under another" Was great advice that!
I stopped posting here consistently in 2012. Didn't really come back until this year. But thanks for the advice.
Well I mean from your post count... say if every post took you 5 mins to think up and create on here that would mean you spent a total of 40days on this site, 54 when you factor in 8 hours of sleep so I would say it's not an insignificant amount of time, surely it would have come up in conversation as to what you like to spend your time doing? that she would have been aware of your hobbies and hangouts, even those in the years prior to meeting the girl. Everyone I've dated has had a chuckle at a point at my time spent in WoW (2 years of game time) but at the same time.... because of that time I have friends all over Europe and have spent time in loads of countries which I never would have without that game.
NP with the advice btw, it's tough to do it but remember, you are living for the future, don't dwell in the past too much, especially not the bad times.