Let me preface this by saying I'm in no way a psychologist, and these are just feelings based on my own personal experience. None of this might even be relevant to fanboys in general, and I may just be posting this to sort out my own thoughts.
Now, I've never considered myself a fanboy (by the implied sense of the word) for any console. I've always been partial to Nintendo, but that's only because they offered the most of the type of experience that I personally enjoy. Before this gen, I've had an NES, SNES, Playstation (1, 2), N64, 'Cube, and Xbox, as well as most of the handhelds. I never really even knew what a fanboy was until I started going on forums in the middle of last generation.
Now, among other quirks, I have been known to obsess over things I enjoy--especially video games. It used to be that I needed every single console as fast as possible. I know this sounds stupid, but before the Xbox and Gamecube came out (I already had PS2), when it looked like I wasn't going to be able to get either of them, despite knowing how trivial and irrelevant it was, I cried a few times. I knew I was being stupid, and I didn't like that I was crying, but I couldn't help it.
I accepted the fact that I wouldn't get the other two systems, and decided I'd just be happy with my PS2. Now, Christmas rolls around, and my parents got me a Gamecube. I LOVED it! I had a great time with Smash Bros and Pikmin, and many more to come. I bought an Xbox with my own money that summer, and I was very happy with all three.
Now, this generation (before anything was known about the new consoles), I decided that I would buy two consoles max. I bought an Xbox 360 on launch day, and, like many, I was absolutely enraged at Sony when they unveiled the specifics of PS3, and delighted with the idea of the Wii (then Revolution). Needless to say, my second console was Wii.
At first, when it seemed that 360 games were far superior to their PS3 counterparts, I felt a great sense of pride in my purchase. Like some others, I was GLAD that the PS3 was failing (when it wasn't doing very well). When good news popped up for PS3, like a big game, or that it sold well, I felt sick. I was like Crazzyman for the 360 on forums, even though I hated myself for it. I knew it was irrational then, and I know it's irrational now. But I couldn't held my feelings.
Fast forward a few months, and my mom bought me a PS3 for my high school graduation. Rudely, I only acted polite ("I appreciate it a lot.") instead of acting excited. Again, I knew it was inappropriate, as my mom had just spent $600 on this item in the hopes that it would make me happy. Now, maybe my feeling was that I was being hypocritical, saying that I wanted the system to fail while simultaneously owning one, but I felt REALLY bad about owning it--even more so when I was very disappointed with Resistance's gameplay. I knew even at the time that I was acting inappropriately and probably made my mom feel bad. Eventually, I got better and thanked her more sincerely.
To ths day, I have about 25 360 games and about 15 Wii games, but only 3 for my PS3--all exclusives, no multiplats. But now, my position has changed from hating the PS3 to hating Sony themselves and liking PS3. I still prefer both other consoles, but PS3 is now an acceptable alternative to me, if only for its' exclusives. If you check my posting history here, I don't think you'll find much that could be taken as trolling or being a fanboy. Please let me know if I am and I'll try to stop it.
I think my point here is, I think fanboyism stems from a need to justify your beliefs and your purchase. I'm a more extreme case, because of my obsessive-ness, but I think this is a reasonable assumption.
I don't know why I feel so strongly, and I don't know if all 'fanboys' do, but I know that it serves no purpose other than to get people pissed off at you.
whew! Thanks for reading, guys! I don't know if the preceding rant/wall means anything, or if it's just me babbling on, but I needed to say it, if for no other reason than to get it off my chest and sort out my feelings, irrational though they may be.
Any thoughts?