I'm a relatively attractive, athletic guy. I think I have a decent personality, a good job, my own place, etc. Anyway, my last relationship came to an end and I found myself dating a fat chick via online dating. I didn't know she was fat at first, mind you. She used all kinds of camera trickery or something. She was always behind other people when she sent full body shots, laying down, or whatever. When we finally met, I was trying my best not to be shallow and, to my surprise, wound up having a really good time with her! She's got a great personality, a great job, and a lot going for herself, as wll. She's not orca fat but there are times when I look at her and I just don't like what i see. I'm afraid of what would happen if my frieds see me with her. I have sex with the lights off and often from behind because she just doesn't look like I wish she would. In the end, I guess I'm a shallow guy because her physical appearance is keeping me from wanting to pursue this anymore. She's really nice, thoughtful, and sweet so I don't want to say, "Don't touch me, you fat, fat, fatty!"