The curse is broken. Turns out the burnout was early stages of a crippling depression, I'm still pretty depressed but in being able to play a game for more than 10 minutes and remember what I was doing to stay engaged I can see the first signs of things improving. I am playing Halls of Torment right now and for the first time in 5 months I am actually enjoying a game, it's a mild enjoyment and I still need to force myself to play but as soon as I am playing I can focus and lock in on the game. I'm so fucking relieved, I thought I might have to top myself if it didn't show s8gns of improving. Hopefully in the weeks to come my head will get back in order as I play more games and train it out of depression.
@firebush03 Thank you for reaching out and noticing something was wrong. Appreciated.







