Simpsons did it!  :(

I'm very familiar with that feeling...

It's like I'm looking into a mirror.

It doesn't matter how hard I try,it never seems to be enough...it's never enough.I try to please the people around me,but somehow I end up being alone at the end of the day.Or at least that's how I feel.Never does a day pass without asking myself if I did the right thing or not.And the same question keeps haunting me : ''Why can't I be like the others?Why can't I be happy like those people out there?''

I keep telling myself that something is missing,and that it will eventually fill in by itself.But that day seems to be miles away from me.

Eww midterms

My roommate is apparently going out again, though he's done a damn good job of keeping it quiet. Makes me feel vaguely jealous, since i've considered myself to be the one with the better social skills of the two of us

I guess i'm still lost on the whole "how to meet girls" thing, as i don't think i know anyone around here i would even want to go out with...

What's the deal with dreams? I had one last night with a surprise twist ending and when I woke up, I actually remembered it. I thought to myself how awesome it was. Now, I have only the faintest recollection of the details.

Just in time for Halloween I think I just discovered "something" growing in my closet. Needless to say I am scared shitless and can't wait until my mom gets home so she can take care of it. Hopefully it doesn't eat her.

Stay tuned for more.

I just made the best ever facebook profile picture, which i'll upload tommorow.

Try reading a book called "feeling good".

I used to be extremely depressed (had suicidal thoughts 4 hours a day, kept 100 sleeping pills in my room "just-in-case"), and that book really helped me (although I also went to a psychologist).
Now, the first thing that you should do, in my opinion, is to talk about it.
Like, really talk about it, physically, not typing it into the computer, you'll be amazed by the difference, and the sense of relief.
Second, you should try reading the book "the game" by Niel Strauss (and finish it) to realize that your love life can change, far beyond what you can imagine, if you need more source materials about success with women just ask me on my wall.

Now, several tips:
-Never be afraid to fail, because to fail is the only way to improve, you should try and fail as much as you can, not by not giving it all, but by finding new ways to fail.
-Whenever you do fail, ask yourself what you're going to do better next time, remember the lesson learned, remember that it's the only important thing.
-Stop caring what other pepole think, they don't matter, especialy strangers, you're never going to see them again, as long as they won't beat you, they can do you no harm.
-if you have problems having small talk with pepole, just go out, to shopping malls streets or whatever, and try having conversations with pepole, remember, your emotions will tell you that you should stop. push them aside and use your logic as your sole compass.