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[Mordred11]

trasharmdsister12 said:

Mordred11 said:

I'm very familiar with that feeling...

All the years of school, all the years of being nice, all that time spent exercising, all the years of being respectful, all the effort put into balancing everyone's needs above my own... and all I'm left to do is toil with my thoughts in isolation. I feel like I can't better myself anymore and it still isn't enough. I still feel inadequate despite what my achievements are or what people say. And I can't for the sake of me figure out why I just can't be happy or enjoy life.

It's like I'm looking into a mirror.

It doesn't matter how hard I try,it never seems to be enough...it's never enough.I try to please the people around me,but somehow I end up being alone at the end of the day.Or at least that's how I feel.Never does a day pass without asking myself if I did the right thing or not.And the same question keeps haunting me : ''Why can't I be like the others?Why can't I be happy like those people out there?''

I keep telling myself that something is missing,and that it will eventually fill in by itself.But that day seems to be miles away from me.