Well I was at work when i got the call from my hysterical wife...

My Uncle (Godfather) Domenic Died in is home in Upstate New York over night..

He had just come down last week to visit some family and buy some property over in Venice.

It really sucks tho, I use to be able to fly to Connecticut and New York from Florida every summer when I was young..

Now I just can't seem to do it.. I get panic attacks now, have been getting them for years, and I have a touch of Agoraphobia..

See two of my Grandparents died with in 2 days of each other last year and I could not bring myself to get on a freakin plane to go to their Funerals... and I regret it to this day..

I'm debating very strongly on whether I should go or not... more like whether I can make the trip or not..

This really sucks ya know..

Sorry I'm not one that expresses their feeling to others.... forums are the only way I can really talk about my problems..

Sorry to hear that man, my condolences. My grandfather also died on New Year's Eve, a few years back.

sorry to here that mate. i remember when my uncle died. he was more like a dad i spent more time with him then the rest of me fam put together X2. anyway i think you should bite your plain thing and just go.

Sorry to hear about your loss

Its been a shitty new years for me aswell. An old family friend just had a stroke...

Wow... Im sorry for you man :( I do hope that you can get trough your issues :? Having any phobia is a terrible situation :(

Sorry man :( If you're going to regret not going to the funeral, then I think you should try and go if possible.

Prayers to you

Sorry fot your loss. I shall pray to you, your family and him.

Thanks Everyone, It Means allot.

I didn't end up going, my sister took my Dad instead, but your respects mean Allot.

Thank You~