But you buy consoles and games?
Obviously otherwise i couldnt play tlou
Do you not want people to like you?
Maybe the issue is that you are getting satisfaction from seeing people's negative reactions to you quitting a critically acclaimed game after just five minutes... and then posting about it as if to brag. It was obvious you knew what you were getting into when you posted this thread, but then thirteen pages in you are still defending yourself.
The fact of the matter is that this is a troll thread. There's no reason for you to disclose details such as those that you did without having the intention of getting a negative response. You could have left the "5 minutes" part out is what I'm saying, but you found it pertinent information because you wanted this reaction. I don't think you ever had the serious intention of playing the game (if you even did).
Rather, you, as a human being, get enjoyment out of outcasting yourself. As I wrote the previous sentence, I had to sit for a few minutes (five, actually), and try and come to terms with that fact. It is difficult for me to grasp why this behavior might occur, but I suspect that there is some sort of complex in your mind that enjoys being treated poorly, and maybe it traces back to something that happened when you were a child. I know someone who likes to cry; as in, they purposely try and feel bad for themselves to make themself cry. Maybe you can relate. I wish you the best.