Since this is gaming related, I thought this would be a great topic for everyone and hoping to get positive advice. So why not? Im not mentioning any names, namy gamer tags, so again, why not? There's alot of friendly people on this website and we're like family. So why not. Okay, this is what happened....
On Playstation: It all started last night on Rainbow Six Siege. She got injured somehow and she wanted me to revive her. I thought someone was shooting at her and I didn't wanna get up and get killed trying to revive her. Then she gets killed and she got mad that I didn't revive her. She then later says no one was there and she injured herself.. and I didn't know that. So for the next 20 minutes or so she was very quiet. She's like that and she does this to me monthly, I don't mind her getting mad at me at times, I guess we're so close to eachother its a regular thing, So I thought this was another regular "get mad at Nintation" time...... until she asked when I was getting off. I thought it was unusual for her to be asking, I said "within an hour... why?". Now this is where I get kinda different than I usually am. She says "Well I want to play with my other friend for awhile, he's getting off at 1:30 and if you're still online we can play again"... Just typing that out got me uncomfortable. My voice lowers and I said "ohh. Okay, I'll get off right now" and before I disconnect the mic I hear her say "but we can finish this ga-" and boom. I left playstation in anger. I disconnected the mic right away because I didn't want her to hear me angry.
On Instagram: She messages me saying "Ok then" and I reply "YEAH OK." She says "Are you mad?". At this point I didn't wanna reply to her and tried to sleep. I don't like being angry at anyone because its not me at all. For 20 minutes of not replying, she says "thanks for replying". But ofcourse me and my anger I reply and say "What do you think", she says "I'm asking", I say "Well who wouldn't be".. then she says "I don't understand why you are tho, I talk to you more than any friends I have on here". Reading that, I did not CARE if she spoke to me the most, I reply "Well you pretty much said you'd rather play with him instead of me, and once he leaves you'll come back to me. Like wtf, I think I'm a good friend, idk why I don't statisfy you". She says "I haven't played with him in forever okay? thats why I wanted to play with him. and I never said you didn't satisfy me" I say "well whatever, I hope you had fun with that person.. I just got tossed aside" she finally stops talking and says "WHATEVER. BYE." .... I wanted to end to end the convo, so I said "Sleep well".
And we haven't spoken since..... She's my friend and I HATE IT when someone treats me like 2nd best, 2nd choice 2nd everything! I wanted to tell her more bad stuff but I gladly controlled myself. We been homies since June of 2015 (right after I graduated) and we had lots of fun times together. We facetimed, we talk everyday, she's like a bestfriend to me. and not once I've ever got mad at her. Last night was my first time and I been feeling like crap ever since. I don't know if she did that to me because I didn't revive her, or maybe I'm just not important enough. I'm a really chilled guy, I don't like fights or arguing. but I felt so offended and angry and I couldn't control myself... I want to tell her I'm sorry but it wasn't my fault.. well I don't think it is. I don't know. I just want peace with her What do you guys think?
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