Hey VGC, your favorite enemy from within here.
Sorry for my conspicuous absence today. Even though I knew this was coming (told you), I can't help feeling pretty depressed right now. This moment feels like a rejection of my very being. I'm sure it's not all that, but I need some time to process the reality that this is actually happening and that it might not be as personal as it feels.
Anyway, rest assured that I have my thoughts on what went wrong and might even share them with you some day when I'm feeling more motivated. Just keeping you posted. Didn't kill myself today or anything.