Not depressing story, but i recall when i first got contacts, sitting in my bathroom sink (because if i sat in the sink i could be closer to the mirror) for 2 whole hours trying to get the damn things in there.

Hmm after reading this thread.

Right now well since the beginning of the year, theres something wrong with me but i cannot put my finger on it, its annoying because my gf for almost 4 years now can tell somethings wrong but for the life of me i cannot figure it out.

Although i am trying out for a new position at work so i think its more stress than anything.

I'm just lucky i got my car and its new engine always makes me smile when i walk up to it

Exactly this. This is by far my biggest fear and whenever I think about it I tend to start getting slightly depressed.

If you ever need any girl advice or want to talk about your situation send me a message or something. I'd be more than happy to talk to just talk to you about it or give you tips or advice you want. 

I love to do filmmaking. But when it's over, I enter such a big depression phase... True passion or total addiction.

When something good is over. I'm a very nostalgic kind of guy.

Not having a clear vision about my future.

Doing things that I used to find fun and now I don't.

Being out of shape.

I want to do all sorts of things to help people out and make cool projects. But if I invest too much time into those things, my own life suffers, pushing me back towards depression. But if I don't invest time into those sorts of things, I feel like I'm neglecting my duty. So a lot of the time, I am very serious. Even when I'm playing games, I only do so because I feel it benefits my mental health, therefore maximizing my output.

And then I realize that no matter how hard I work, I'm going to let somebody or another down, because I adopt too many causes and projects and lack the social skills to get help in any of them.



In other news, I heard today that Edd Gould died of leukemia. He was 23.

Contemplating my own suicide.

Coming to terms with my pan-sexuality.

Thinking about whether or not the western world or world in general will be around in the next ten years.

Chronic headaches are getting worse and more recently my ability to concentrate and read are deteriorating.

Worrying whether or not I have a brain tumor, extensive brain damage or have had a stroke in my sleep.

My general motivation to live disappearing.

Long term loneliness taking its toll.

I wish.

Edd Gould is... was an internet animator and comedian. From 2005 to 2011, he produced dozens of videos and over a hundred comics. Somehow, he became very popular, and was at one point commissioned by the UN to make a cartoon about Global Warming. Despite this, he always remained very humble, willing to help out others and compliment the work of noobs. Thing is, he's been battling leukemia for at least half of his career. But he never let that get in the way of being funny.

He died at the age of 23. He touched more lives in his short career than most people can in lifetimes several times longer.

Here's one of his better toons: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/527474