I want to do all sorts of things to help people out and make cool projects. But if I invest too much time into those things, my own life suffers, pushing me back towards depression. But if I don't invest time into those sorts of things, I feel like I'm neglecting my duty. So a lot of the time, I am very serious. Even when I'm playing games, I only do so because I feel it benefits my mental health, therefore maximizing my output.
And then I realize that no matter how hard I work, I'm going to let somebody or another down, because I adopt too many causes and projects and lack the social skills to get help in any of them.
In other news, I heard today that Edd Gould died of leukemia. He was 23.
Love and tolerate.