Yeah, not to sound like a pretentious douchebag or anything, but denial is pretty common among drug users.

Thanks footballman, you sound like a cool individual.
I'm happy my mind is broken, having it together like a normal stress filled person sucks.

Samuel, stupidity gets things done. Being 'smart' in the concept that the average person like you has in mind, has only gotten me so far, very slowly.

MRstickball, waste is such a useless negative concept. We all end up wasted, dude. I'd rather be a dead corpse that has had fun and been a very complex chemical reaction, rather than one that has been bored and average their entire life.

Sorry, ninja skills? You're either sad, ridiculous, or a troll.

Montana, denial is a skill, very important to ninjas. You have to deny a lot of things as a ninja, for example pain.

I'm 100% honest, not a troll, I'm an artist. IF you think I'm sad, well, just wait for my youtube channel to get some of my ninja training videos put up, then you guys won't be as negative about how I like to roll, ninja style.

I am rediculous, but I don't mind being ridiculed, so I'll be the ninja I want to be thanks.

Ninjas don't deny pain, they face it. They tolerate it, they force themselves through it, but they never deny its existence. Pain is a very useful thing. And honestly, you're just making me annoyed in a lot of ways. Your life doesn't impress me that much, so I'd rather you not keep making threads about it. And this one is broken, so it's even more fail than usual.

Look, you're at an age that will affect you for the rest of your life. You have many years ahead of you, and so far your plans are to sit around and do drugs and chase some fantasy dream that won't come true. If you can't understand what will come of that, you must still be trippin'.

Umm... Call it whatever you want, facing the pain, denying the pain, whatever, it's still the same concept, being able to take certain stimulas with minimum body damage and suffering. Pain is useful only to those who are unaware of damage done, pain is a signal to tell you somethings wrong, yes, but if you're aware of your body you can tell something is wrong without a feeling that 'hurts'.

I'm annoying you? No, you're choosing to be annoyed by my personal truths, that I'm being very blunt about because I don't give a damn anymore. I don't care if I impress you, you don't have to read my threads. If this thread is fail I hope to fail in the future.

Yep, i'm at an age that will affect the rest of my life. I need to train my bones right now because evertually they will stop growing. MY plans are to enjoy life, drugs are enjoyable. I'm not chasing some fantasy dream, I'm living it, I train to be a ninja every day, all day sir.

I hope to trip for the rest of my life. :)

Yeah you're right.  My life is totally boring from going to school, working, etc.

This:

Is 100000x better than what I will be having from all my hard work (not saying this shows everything I want, just an example of a great family that can afford to have fun after working hard to be successful):

Oh and I still enjoy life quite a bit.  I go out with my girl, I play video games, I listen to music, I watch movies, I eat lots of new foods, I drive competitively, spend time with family/friends, etc.  You keep going where your fantasy ninja world is taking you and I guarantee you will end up not far off of the top pic.

Ergh, it's so hard to read this broken thread.

Ninjas trained under incredibly strenuous conditions because it was for their job. What shogun are you going to find to hire you? Who is going to indicate when you become a Genin? Pain is useful no matter who you are, because no one is fully aware of their body and what has been done to it. Not even an all powerful ninja. Hence the reactions of the body. And you're annoying me because you talk about yourself a lot but nothing you have said makes me think you're so special as to deserve the attention of others. You just post something like you enjoy putting dildos up your butt and you get shocked responses. Works fairly consistently. You're at an age where health is important, but so is your future. You should be planning out how to get a good, secure job in the future. I have no idea how you think a "ninja" is going to support you for the rest of your life, unless you plan to live with your parents until they die. Drugs cost money, I hope the modern day Shoguns pay you in weed and acid. It's fantastic that you're so into fitness, but unless you're planning to be some kind of unorthodox ninja hitman-for-hire, you have no future.

I won't even bother anymore.....