Rubang, my man! Glad you're alive and fairly well. Sounds like you've had a rough time of it. Well in that sort of situation I find it's best to drink alone and stare at a box of razor blades, and really, you know think it over.....and then shave your balls and start a gay porn site. When the markets are in doubt, always bet on porn.
Here's a site to cheer you up. I don't want to post these pictures on VGchartz due to all of the nudity, but it's some pretty wicked awesome stuff.
http://www.oddee.com/item_96591.aspx
Keep that elephant man in mind for your new website.
You can find me on facebook as Markus Van Rijn, if you friend me just mention you're from VGchartz and who you are here.