I used to shoot the shit with this bartender in the city when I used to go out to dinner/drinks with my family. We were both metal guys which made for plenty of in depth conversation, but one thing he mentioned on multiple occasions is that his now wife who he's been very happy with for several years actually initiated the first date and got the ball rolling, so they're apparently out there.. But yeah, I certainly have never come across any myself. Which is frustrating as I'm pretty sure there were at least a handful of chicks over the years who were into me, but being a shy and somewhat nervous introvert it's very difficult for me to initiate. Granted once I come out of my shell I can certainly be quite the talker and take more initiative, but that initial breakthrough has always been extremely tough for me, and it's cost me big time..

I have experienced only negativity, loneliness, social isolation living under a bad society, where the majority of people are ignorant and prejudice against people with disabilities. Poor little old me has been a victim of the bad society that discriminates against disabled people for being disabled. Being unique and special should be celebrated within society. 

Mate, let me put it to you this way. I know people who are what we used to call retarded back in the day who seem to be more upbeat than you. You can communicate well enough from what we seen on the forum however you have already made up your mind people hate you so you send of that vibe to them and I guess they ignore you. Try smiling and say hello when you walk past people on the street build up your confidence that way that not everyone hates you.

Don't forget you are in Aus, we have a culture of making fun of each other too, in a light hearted manner. Why you think we are good at sledging in cricket lol. 

Give us some examples of all this negativity you have experienced and how often does it happen, how many people walk past you before someone says anything negative?

Here is someone probably worst off than you

https://www.facebook.com/AmericanCompassionateCare/posts/288798755107933

Where are all the bad people attacking him?

Nothing a person IS should be celebrated. It matters what you do. If you are nice to people, most people will return it. You shouldn't expect women jumping at you just because you smiled at them however.

I do not smile at anyone and I do not talk to anyone I do not know. I have my headphones on and sunglasses on. I am an unapproachable, aloof, grumpy middle aged man.

If you do not talk to anyone how would you know that people look down on you?

Is this an incel primer thread?

Yes. You're welcome to post how cruel the world is to you out of no fault of your own.

Same here. I can think of 2-3 girls from my school and college days that gave hints, which are obvious to me now, 15-20 years later, that I either ignored or just didn't see at the time.  Looking back, I always wonder where these things would have ended up if I had initiated anything. 

But I also know that I'm happy to be with who I am with now, and have two young children as a result. So maybe it's not such a bad thing that I was so clueless and awkward.