For 20 years now, i have been gaming and did nothing but enjoying it.
I never really spent much time on Internet during these times cause my parent's didn't have internet.
(It was a pain in the ass to be honest, all those Multiplayer experience i missed out in the past)
In 2013, that was the year i first discovered that Fanboyism was a serious problem in gaming, i haven't experienced trolls or haters like this.
Yes, i got sucked into it.. In the beginning it started with me just trying to rationalize the discussion and after a while it made me hate XB fanboys and it went so far that i ended up being nothing better at all, a dumbass of a PS fanboy, even though i am more fund of PC, i am sure most people understand that most of the click bait's comes from Console-fanboys, even though there are some smart-ass PC fanboy crashing the party occasionally.
I just watched a AlphaOmegasin Video, where he actually managed to really snap me back at the right spot and i have realized what a idiot i truly was.
I just realized it doesn't matter what you play on, because in my mind it's okay for me to prefer PC and Ps4 as my main-platforms, i enjoy them both and that made me think: If i can accept the graphic's on the Ps4, why shouldn't XB fans also be able to appriciate what they like? I am tired of getting hate from all sides and there is nothing i can do or say that can stop it, just the attempt alone was the reason i ended where i ended..
It's my own fault, i let myself be weak and i ended up being quite hurt-ful towards people here and there. Gaming is nothing but a entertainment for us to escape the real world, we don't need to create a virtual copy of that when gaming originally was a escape way for us to relax and experience things we won't see in real life.
I am sorry to everyone i might have caused some hurt or annoyance, i actually appriciate what VGChartz are trying to do that Youtube fails completely to do, keep it gaming and no hate involved. I am sorry.
I wish you all a great gaming session and cheers.
PSN: Opticstrike90
Steam: opticstrike90