I owe some of you an apology

[hershel_layton]

Baryonyx said:

For 20 years now, i have been gaming and did nothing but enjoying it. 
I never really spent much time on Internet during these times cause my parent's didn't have internet. 
(It was a pain in the ass to be honest, all those Multiplayer experience i missed out in the past)

In 2013, that was the year i first discovered that Fanboyism was a serious problem in gaming, i haven't experienced trolls or haters like this. 
Yes, i got sucked into it..  In the beginning it started with me just trying to rationalize the discussion and after a while it made me hate XB fanboys and it went so far that i ended up being nothing better at all, a dumbass of a PS fanboy, even though i am more fund of PC, i am sure most people understand that most of the click bait's comes from Console-fanboys, even though there are some smart-ass PC fanboy crashing the party occasionally. 

I just watched a AlphaOmegasin Video, where he actually managed to really snap me back at the right spot and i have realized what a idiot i truly was.
I just realized it doesn't matter what you play on, because in my mind it's okay for me to prefer PC and Ps4 as my main-platforms, i enjoy them both and that made me think: If i can accept the graphic's on the Ps4, why shouldn't XB fans also be able to appriciate what they like?  I am tired of getting hate from all sides and there is nothing i can do or say that can stop it, just the attempt alone was the reason i ended where i ended.. 
It's my own fault, i let myself be weak and i ended up being quite hurt-ful. Gaming is nothing but a entertainment for us to escape the real world, we don't need to create a virtual copy of that when gaming originally was a escape way for us to relax and experience things we won't see in real life. 

I am sorry to everyone i might have caused some hurt or annoyance, i actually appriciate what VGChartz are trying to do that Youtube fails completely to do, keep it gaming and no hate involved. I am sorry.

I wish you all a great gaming session and cheers.

We all do dumb things mate. Sooner or later we all look at our past and drink bleach to forget it realize that we all make mistakes.

 

Anyhow, nice to see you man up and apologize. Not too many people do that in today's society. 

 

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