Lastly, I wanted to say that whether broken or not, it doesn't really matter. The important thing is having the best life possible, bc in the end we're all competing against ourselves. What my friends do is irrelevant to my own life. And having a happy life is difficult, sone of us need some extra help. That's fine, and if you're one of those people, well, it takes a big man to say that.
Just be honest and dont worry about feeling ashamed when you find a therapist, they aren't there to judge and if anything, having one is a luxury. Also, be as upfront as possible, bc a lot of these disorders sound really similar but it's just bad intel that you can't take advantage of, if you're misdiagnosed, so be honest... Good luck, this is my last post here, I'm going to go troll somewhere now. And let us know when you get it all figured out.