Yeah... I've had a rough night, spent the night at my friends, had quite a few shots of rum with coke, and now I'm wondering how you're doing, my day was shit...

I texted my girlfriend(ish we were going out on our first date this week) and didn't get a reply... didn't know what was up, she wanted me to go to her job, which is at EB games and see her dressed up as one of the FFXIII characters, its a 45 minute drive for me so I didn't know if I could make it, I decided I would surprise her... and I showed up, for her boss to tell me that her mom had just died... and she had called out and that threw me for a loop, I frantically tried to call her, I've been through that so I know the pain... I really care about this girl so I feel awful... and now I'm at my friends house, she really isn't talking to anyone, which I know why... after my dad died I didn't want to talk to anyone even my own mom... so a new flame doesn't mean shit... anyway... I know nothing I say can make her feel better... and I went to my friends since she isn't replying to me, even though I want to help so much cause I want to help and I care... so I went to my friends and now I'm drunk as hell...

anyway how is your night haha...

I love all you guys... I'm serious... I love this community... and I want to know you're doing alright cause I'm having a shitty time...

I just got banned from Vgchartz. *just kidding, abuser of mod powers you!*

I've got to be honest... I've sobbed my eyes out... I just want to take her pain... cause I can take it... but I hurt to know she's hurting...

This is so awful.

Twistedpixel said: This is so awful.

Yeah it is... I've had an awful night... I hope things have been better for you...

*sobs at keyboard*

I'm just feeling awful... being drunk is helping me get all my feelings out cause its hard for me to let these things out... I just want to be there for her... and I'm to up tight most of the time to let people know how I care...

MaxwellGT2000 said: Twistedpixel said: This is so awful. Yeah it is... I've had an awful night... I hope things have been better for you...

Pretty much so, worst thing is my doggy gave me one of the biggest sulks earlier for going down the road for like 5 minutes to buy a pepsi! Nothing like what you're experiencing!

I'm sorry to hear that, I know what you're going through. I can only imagine how terrible it is for something that bad though.

And trust me, let it out, it helps. But right now, she is going to need some time alone, and you're gonna have to power through, and let her be alone for a while.

Some times, life just isn't fair.

I've been off and on sobbing tonight... I've been angry at her boss for informing me of what happened and not acting like he has a heart... he was my old boss and I know he isn't the most emotional guy... but I feel so alone hurting for her... even she doesn't want to talk... and I don't know what to do cause when I was in that spot I didn't want to talk to even my own mom...

I wanted to talk to my friend Rico.... not my mom... not the girl I had a thing for at the time...

But I feel so much for her... cause I've been there... and I want to be the first she talks to... and I know shes talked to her old friends (like my friend Rico) and I'm the new guy in her life... even though I want to be first... and I'm rambling cause I'm drunk... but I'm just burying my own sadness... but I hope when shes ready she'll talk to me... right now I'm drinking and trying to make myself get everything out...

I've had the worst night, too! A really cute girl disconnected me on Chatroulette!