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curl-6 said:

I was doomy and gloomy about pretty much everything in life during that time, I was still recovering from a period of pretty severe depression and had adopted the mindset that "if I always assume the worst, at least I'll never be disappointed".

That sounds like you were in quite a lot of emotional turmoil back then. Hope you are doing better now!