| Jaicee said: Sorry, I'm at an extremely bad place tonight and need help remembering. |
I'm a fairly bad person to ask, as I'm mostly what some people would refer to as a "fucking asshole" - I'm one of the sorts of parents that gets in a lot of trouble for drinking too much beer and encouraging his kid to fight in hockey games (in my defense, the coach's wife does it too!). but I'll offer my opinion:
I like you a lot as a poster on these forums!
I don't read many people's longer posts, but you're one of the exceptions.
Fact: you help make people's lives here better with your posts. Do we do the same for you? (Not talking about me in particular, but maybe others on the forum).
We love you! (not in a creepy way).
We all struggle, one way or another, everyone in the world has their struggles in life, to one degree or another. If you reach out to people with your struggles, we'll reach back.
Do you like to write? Why not try writing for Medium or one of the other similar sites. It's slow going at first, but after 4-10 months you'll trickle into the hundreds of followers, and then you can even make some cash for posts on it... you can get followers even faster if you do little tricks to beg (but personally, I don't see the point). There's also some creative writing outlets... but DON'T go to Wattpad, unless you want to read/write werewolf erotica and are turned on by descriptions of wet dog stench. There's Kindle Vella as well, which I've been finding some success on, but I'd only do that if you know a professional editor.
Anyway, I just saw this post, and wanted to let you know that we care about you, even if some of us are dumb (Maybe me?) about how we respond :D
If this online tribe matters, you're a part of it, and we're from all around the world.
Also, I searched for someone who articulates some of what I'm trying to say a lot better than me, and here:
Also there's so much fucking beauty in the world,
I've also heard promising things about certain mushrooms and Ketamine... although, they're currently controlled almost everywhere.
I describe myself as a little dose of toxic masculinity.
