I don't post often here anymore but this made me want to reach out. Based on what others have written, you're clearly important to us here. If you've impacted our lives, think about all the lives of others you have impacted as well, either online or in real life. No matter what you think, you have affected people around, more than you probably realize. If you're gone, that will affect people as well, more than you know. Please reach out if you need a talk or just need someone to listen.