| dx11332sega said: My search for meaning is different , I figured If I keep playing games I'll never evolve as a person and still be someone who is poor and not have my own damn home , I'm still living with my mom and the stress is getting major I don't wanna battle for a small notoriety like my world records or glitch making I found out all this time I spent doing all that meant nothing in the end I am still poor and I crave for a better life the meaning of life is hollow if ones notoriety is silent by the masses , I wanna quitting gaming and going for Game art and game design but before I do that I must feel what it really is like to party and socialize , because I've been a gamer my whole life and the most I've gotten was 272 subscribers in my youtube , with multiple world records fuck me. I'm going to do other hobbies. |
The two are perfectly compatible. For me gaming is a reward I get to enjoy whenever I'm in full control of my time.
Also the idea that the grass is greener with some other hobby is often a way to distract yourself from whatever challenge is really bothering you. Sounds like you want success - there's only one way to get it! But no need to turn your back on something you love doing in that frustration.
