Hi, guys. I want to thank you all for the messages in this thread. I also feel like updating my situation.
Today, I went to my doctor. It's been a couple of years since I started taking all the medications, while trying to take control of my feelings. So far, I can say it's really working!
My anxiety was reduced by a lot in the past year. In fact, I'm not worried about trivial things anymore. Of course, I still have anxiety, so my doctor told me that I must "change my way of thinking", since the medication is already doing it's work.
He told me to enjoy the good days, instead of worrying if the tomorrow is going to be bad. I reflected a bit about that, and I think he's right. Why would I avoid enjoying some good time on VG Chartz today because I'm fearing a car crash tomorrow? It makes no sense (I never had a car crash, by the way).
So, I can say I'm happy. I don't know if I will ever get rid of my anxiety, but if I can control it like that, I'm already fine enough. I still fear some things like medical exams, or diseases (I have Hypochondriasis due to the anxiety. But heck, I don't know how the pandemic has not scaried me.)
Maybe visiting VG Chartz and talking to people that enjoys gaming, like me, can help me to get even better.
Thanks again!
