You can't simply play for 20 hours ,leave 3 months in between and expect to get back into the game so easily. You'd have restart and then your whole game might go a different direction.
That seems to be a personal problem of you not according to everyone. Other people can easily pause an RPG for months and play from the last savegame after that.
Nobody is forcing you to join the trial or play the first chapter, but why should other people also wait until August due to your problem?
Also, if you are dying to play the game now... the PC version is available for quite a while.Last edited by Conina - on 19 May 2018