That episode of Re: Zero was kind of painful to watch. Subaru is finally hitting a point where he is going to have to improve himself, vastly. Watching him try to excuse his behavior, pouring the responsibility on Emilia, it made you both hate and feel bad for Subaru all at the same time. It has all finally come crashing down on him in a way that he can't just conveniently restart and try again.
The part that makes you feel so bad though is the condition of his power, and that it always keeps him an explanation away from being able to rationalize his emotions when speaking with others.








