First time I ever got any sensation was shimmying up a light pole after school in 2nd grade. After that I had to find out how to recreate that feeling. So sometime during 2nd grade was my discovery of masturbation. My first ejaculation is not as clear, but I clearly remember wanting to unload on someone that I had a crush on in 7th grade so it had to be around that time.
I know that before ejaculation I used to get this awesome sensation through out my whole body, and after ejaculation started it was much more centralized to my unit. It was actually kind of depressing loosing that full body euphoria.
As for guilty or scared. I have always loved masturbation, and never felt scared.
Stop hate, let others live the life they were given. Everyone has their problems, and no one should have to feel ashamed for the way they were born. Be proud of who you are, encourage others to be proud of themselves. Learn, research, absorb everything around you. Nothing is meaningless, a purpose is placed on everything no matter how you perceive it. Discover how to love, and share that love with everything that you encounter. Help make existence a beautiful thing.
Kevyn B Grams
10/03/2010
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