Don't give up on life because nobody cares about you, find people that will care about you. College is a good place to start, make sure to live on campus so you can be more active in college life. Join clubs, form a study group, it's much easier to make friends in College then it is in high school. You have to realize that the majority of people in college are lonely as well,so you'll have to make an effort to meet someone.
About your cousin, try to figure out why he's suddenly ignoring you. Friends don't just start hating each other for no reason. Maybe there was some sort of misunderstanding? Send him a letter or an email asking him what's going on.
Sigs are dumb. And so are you!







