Like other people in this thread, I'll suggest that you start something new, college seems like a good idea. Do NOT give up on life, you are young and even if you might not believe it there are people that would miss you very much, a buddy of mine killed himself a couple months ago and it was a devastating experience for me and the people that knew him.
I will take a wild guess and say that you have trouble making friends, I am like that as well, but that cannot stop you from meeting new people, if you give it a chance I guarantee that you will find people that will accept you for what you are, until then you can talk to us.







