Am I a bad person?

[Rainbird]

You're not a bad person, but you need to pull your act together and get your priorities straight. All those three things were pretty mean.

Ask yourself, what did you gain from doing these things? I don't know your family, so I can't give you a clear answer, but to me, it seems like the only thing you succeeded at was make people you're close to resent you.

Now ask yourself, what do you want to feel like? Do you want to feel bad? Keep going. Do you want to feel good? Apologize and do something about it. Talk to the people you have hurt, and work it out, be honest with them and yourself.