pffff man ur story makes me sad.. :P
i had a crush on a girl for 4 years in school, and she ignored me till i started getting over her. After i said that i dont care about her and she is just a "rotten peach" there is no guy who didnt touch her, when she knew i said that she started calling me annoy me and wanting me so bad.
i closed my heart for all the women i knew and i had problems trusting girls and dealing with them. till one day an "Angel" entered my life.
we talked for hours and hours for about a year, we were both gamers and Resident evil lovers. we both loved to be artistic we spent our days drawing and writing poems and stories together, we did EVERY THING TOGETHER. Our dream was to go to japan and become game designers! She was gonna play wow and command and conquer with me !
it was scary how similer we were especially here in the middle east its hard to find a person who has a brain.
thankx to the girl that ignored me for 4 years i was careful and i didnt love that girl. Cuz in the end she knew some random guy off the net and puff she goes but i had the upper hand in the end ! the most important part is if a girl wants to pwn u, u pwn her first !