Montana, from your post it would seem that you do not treasure your child very much. For what reason did you become a parent if not to raise a child? Trying not to sacrifice your life for your own child? What kind of response is that supposed to be? You agreed to sacrifice your life the moment you decided to have that child of yours. Irresponsible parenting? That post of yours puts you right into that category y'know.
Deep into the darkness pearing
Long i stood there
Wondering
Fearing
Doubting.