pastro243 said:
I hate the feeling my life is so much shit compared as how I wanted it to be, Im getting old and nothings changed while everyone else moving on.
I hate what I study, but I wouldnt do anything else, its just not an option to quit.
I hate that everytime I fall in love it turns out the same way, the way I get hopes over and over again and when I get close to having it, I loose it.
I hate that I dont seem to have the same optimistic feelings I used to have, I hate that Im alone and Ive got noone to care even if many people are willing to say that they do.
I hate that I built ilussions of how fantastic existance could be and now Im realizing Im just an animal with no right or no reason to be happy.
I hate my life. |
I'm in the same boat Pastro, I'm currently finishing my first of a three year maths course at university, I don't particularly enjoy it, and sometimes I wonder why I choose to do it in the first place, and just like you, I wouldn't know what to do if I choose to do something else.
Love's a hard thing, but the times when your with that special person, your doing something you both enjoy, you can feel a real connection to your other half, those are the moments worth waiting for, if it doesn't work out the pain can be near unbareable, but if you don't try, you can never find your truly special person :)
We've all been in situations were we have felt alone, but in reality, we've never quite been that alone, we've just needed to branch out and hope someone can relate, there will be someone, an old friend, a relative (even a cousin if you don't feel confortable talking to your siblings) or a workmate, everyones been through hard times, they know you need the most help at those points and will help you through it :)
There is always a reason to be happy, every morning you wake up in a place you call home and your surrounded by a place with opportunity, put a smile on your face, the world will smile back :)
And should all else fail, VGChartz is here :)
