I see. He still sounds quite harsh. Well hopefully you feel better soon and things work out.

Hiya! *Waves paw* ^^ Btw, I wanted to ask, how bad is your social phobia? Do you know why you have it (don't need to answer that here or at all if you don't want to)?

I'm really curious to what gift I'll get from Matt on my b-day... I really have no idea. Well this time if we receive a pakage from the mail I won't open it. I've done that mistake last year before Valentine's day. It was from HMV so I thought he got a new DVD or game... No it was my gift, an iPod shuffle. >_<

Oh and we made a wedding gift list. It's mostly Japanese kitchen ware, like teapot, bowls, bamboo steamer (very useful), sushi set... Stuff like that. :3 They're also all of the same set (black with plum blossoms on them). Can't wait to get them.

One last thing, speaking of the wedding, my family won't be able to come (they're pretty much all out of money) but my dad seems like he's coming. I'm so happy about that. At least he will be there for me, for once...

It's over. She broke up with me this morning. I feel so lost and empty inside. I have no life left inside of me.

I feel so fucking weak. I'm such a fucking weak person. But I don't care. I can't take it. I can't take any of this anymore. Goodbye everyone.

woops, mistake post

Don't go by a pistol the head, you won't have a trippy brain shutdown experince from the ketamine and DMT release.

WHAT DID YOU SAY AND DON'T TRY TO GET OUT OF IT!

Uhm, dude... Please don't...

I didn't say anything, I was just adding the republics face, but I clicked quote instead of edit. :