Really, I am fed up with immature people already. I don't mind when someone does something stupid and everyone (including the teacher) laughs but I can't stand that some people act like idiots who think that they are right and everyone else is wrong (except other immature people that are their friends or something).
For example yesterday, when I got late to class (it's hard to NOT get late if even teacher itself have no idea where the class is supposed to be held and when that teacher can't be found anywhere.....stupid beginning of school year) teacher asked me "what's with that you being late?". I properly explained the matter, and some classmates just laugh at me. Today, they talked about it and one even ask me "Geez, how old are you?".
...seriously, WTF? What's wrong with properly explaining the matter, especially when someone ask me to?
Here's other example. We were in full group (funeral of my other classmate, he died in 2008, nevermind that please) and one of the guys said "hey, he's calling you". I just ignored him. He kept saying that until I finally turned arround, only to see that ACTUALLY SOMEONE CALLED ME. Then he said "are you taking some drugs or something?" (maybe he thought that I am never aware of my surroundings of something, I dunno...that isn't true btw)...well, what the hell, how I am supposed to believe him when he act like an a$$ (sry for bad word, I can't take it anymore) everytime he speaks to me? I don't know how many times I've got tricked like this in the past (by that, I mean somebody said that someone was calling me, I checked out this person and he was like "wtf I don't want anything from you". Unfortunatly, most of the time it had to do something with a teacher or similar important person).
Both of the following happened this year, I can't even count on how many times similar things have happened in secondary school AND elementary school TOO.
So bassicly, EVERY FRIGGING (school) DAY, I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IMMATURE PEOPLE. I feel SO RELIEVED when I finally come back to house. And even more relieved when some longer holidays starts (like summer vacations).
Now, let me talk about this a bit further...why people are immature anyway?
Do they think that drinking beer, smoking some crap, swearing all over the place and talking about how their girl is sexy and how they lost virginity to her makes them mature?! I think that's completly missing the point. Being mature is about doing what will help you have a good, unproblematic (not entirely though, that never happens) life in the future. Study hard to have good grades, not breaking rules written for specific place (I mean school, pool, even the internet forum ones) (well, unless you really have to break a rule, but you need to have a REALLY GOOD REASON to do so), don't act like an idiot to each other for no reason and don't act like one in the public (people will think you're retarded), etc. etc.
If people at my age cares about nothing but going to parties, drink and smoke, jump in the bed with someone with opposing gender (you should know what I mean...) then how I am supposed to find a girlfriend for example? Nah, that doesn't matter I am too shy to let alone start talking with one...well, most of the reasons are stated above anyway. I don't want to do any of these things. I don't want to drink or smoke. I don't want to lose virginity to random people, I don't want to go to the parties withh PEOPLE THAT KEEPS SWEARING, DRINKING, AND MIGHT STAB YOU IN THE BACK IF YOU'RE NOT AT THEIR STANDARDS (ok, maybe not in every place, but you get the idea). None of these thing will make me cooler.
Also, one other thing..not neccesary have to do with maturity but I need to mention it. It's about being used. I am usually the first person to be asked "hey, can you give me your homework? I forgot to do mine" or whatever. Everytime I just want to say "F**k off you lazy-ass, stop relying on other people and do it yourself, if not, face your consequences" but not only, again, I would get laughed at, but people would begin to hate me even more. No one will gain anything from simple copying your homework, you need to understand it and learn.
Now here's other thing, everyday, my classmate asks me for tommorows plan (I mean the school schedule, what classes are tommorow in what order etc.)...even if it's not really that bad, it really annoys me already. What would he do if I didn't want to give it out?
I don't have anything against him, he's cool at school overall, I don't mind him..but, seriously, he need to start minding his own business by himself.
And then again, if I would not do a simple thing like this, someone would say "but it's not a big deal, what's your problem?"
WELL WHAT'S YOURS THEN? Why don't you want to move your *censored words* and write down that *bleep* schedule for yourself saving 30 seconds of my life and annoyance? And, how about the future? 10 years later, when I could have a good job, that guy could have a really minimal pay and he barely lives (I mean barely paying bills or something)..then he comes to me every month and ask for money. Why I should lend him money? Could he say "it's not a big deal blah blah" now? I understand, once, bad stuff happens and sometimes, you really need help, but not every month or two. If he didn't rely or any other people like that before, he could be even richer than me then.
Summing up (because I doubt that anyone will read whole post, it's really long, probably the longest I ever wrote), I hate immature people, I hate people always relying on work of other people. I hate that, as of yet, internet is the only source of finding some people that act nicely to others, I swear, I only meet FEW PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE WHO THINK LIKE ME IN THIS POST. Few of them are girls, unfortunatly I have never asked them out because of my "shyiness".
Hopefully I'll keep up for another few years, or else I will suffer from mental breakdown because of such people....no, suicide is not for me, don't worry, I am not leaving.
Sorry if I made some typos and spelling mistakes in here....I am too frustrated to check for them now.
So, what are your thoughts about this?











