Title was suppose to have 'about' in it. Sorry, I rushed in typing it.

WHY, WHY did I have to fall for a girl who friend-zoned me, TWICE. What the hell is wrong with me? I hate myself sometimes but she makes me feel so happy inside. I still feel the elation of just being around her after I dropped her off home a half hour ago.

This is.. so ridiculous.

WHY, WHY do people fall in love? Why couldn't I be like some of my friends who have no attraction to any gender and just want to live a quiet life for themselves? Love sucks when your feelings aren't returned, seriously.

Hell, maybe I'm not in love? I just want this person to be happy regardless of if they ever recognize my feelings for what they are. I just want her to be happy in life.... sighh

Would anyone like to share stories? I feel like I really need to talk to someone about this and it's a very early in the morning.

Had exactly the same thing as you, it wasn't until later high school years did I realize just what a bitch she is, repulsed by my new discovery my love was stamped out faster than a mouse by a herd of elephants. I think I liked the girl, wouldn't go as far as love for about ~5-6 years, we were friends and I did get rejected early on, somewhere a few months into the friendship, because, and I quote "I am not ready". Lamest excuse ever or what.

I had something similar like that with another girl but that was purely on looks alone. This girl... ugh, I just thought of her a a friend then I really got to know her and slowly FELL HARD. Every moment I spend with her, I feel so happy, unless I'm making her feel awkward with my feelings, which is why I decided to do my best to try to be friends and not make her uncomfortable.

you need to watch porn. its the only thing that can save you

What you need to do to forget her is:

- Go out with other women
- Cut as much contact as possible

Ofcourse, I realize this isn't easy seeing you are great friends.

Stop seeing her and you will feel better... sometime.

Girls are pecuilar things, I must say. For me personally I am restraining myself till after uni, after that the relationships are more likely to be meaningful, not saying that all high school relationships are useless, but majority are. Nothing but flukes as I see it, just wouldn't get too bothered about it till later in life.

Get yourself a girlfriend who is not this lady.

I disagree with the people saying cut contact with her, friends should remain friends and your feelings for her will most likely fade with time.

Chemicals.

That is human nature, feeling love for her is just nature you saying I want to **** her...