Why did I fall in love? I feel really stupid it.

[NotStan]

PhoenixKing said:

NotStan said:

Had exactly the same thing as you, it wasn't until later high school years did I realize just what a bitch she is, repulsed by my new discovery my love was stamped out faster than a mouse by a herd of elephants. I think I liked the girl, wouldn't go as far as love for about ~5-6 years, we were friends and I did get rejected early on, somewhere a few months into the friendship, because, and I quote "I am not ready". Lamest excuse ever or what.

I had something similar like that with another girl but that was purely on looks alone. This girl... ugh, I just thought of her a a friend then I really got to know her and slowly FELL HARD. Every moment I spend with her, I feel so happy, unless I'm making her feel awkward with my feelings, which is why I decided to do my best to try to be friends and not make her uncomfortable.

Girls are pecuilar things, I must say. For me personally I am restraining myself till after uni, after that the relationships are more likely to be meaningful, not saying that all high school relationships are useless, but majority are. Nothing but flukes as I see it, just wouldn't get too bothered about it till later in life.