Well, IMO is simple as that : you don't like videogames too much. Try to do another thing (read books, watch movies, create something) and rediscover fun. I never felt like you and i guarantee some other people feels the same way. Xenosaga 1 is fantastic, but was sadly uncomprehended and underappreciated. Devil May Cry 1 and 3 are excelent games, not the best. For me video game is such a passion that i will never lost interest.