| Leynos said: If they kill medicaid, they kill me. Knowing my heart. It would be days and weeks of suffering before meeting a violent end. If I lose Medicaid, I will commit suicide so my death is quick and not long and suffering. Nazi's want us dead. People who voted for these fuckers are accessories to murder. Hope it was worth it. I don't want to die but it seems I will be dead before 2025 is over. |
Sorry to hear, I don't know you personally but I would be sad to see anything like that happen to you. This is the sort of shit as to why I would never move to America, I have a lifelong physical disability and it's not that I fear it becoming a surgical problem again, but logically I know if it did I would be undergoing multiple more major surgeries and in America I would be totally fucked by medical bills. I can't imagine what you're going through though as I don't suffer anywhere near as bad as it sounds like you would.
What I've adopted over all these surgeries and every yearly appointment to make sure things are okay is to not worry about something which hasn't happened yet, as I see it as unnecessary stress, for something which may not happen, I know not everyone can do that though, it's a tough ask and I'm just naturally more chill and glass half full while my parents did the worrying. But I see it like I can plan for a negative situation but worrying about it is causing unnecessary stress and damage to my body and mental state because if the thing ultimately doesn't happen, then the stress and worry was for nothing, I don't know if I'm explaining myself/my mindset well here.
All that being said, I hope the cuts don't happen and if they do, they don't impact you to the degree that you feel like that is your only choices. I hope you have a good network of family and friends that you can lean on for support as well, whether that's just someone to speak to and get everything out. You also have a VGChartz family and I'm sure nobody here wants to see anything bad happen to you as well.
Fucking Republicans.
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